The Orchestrated Affair

“Hello?”

“Hey, you okay?”

“Yeah. Actually I am. I don’t feel guilty at all, which is weird.”

“Me too. I feel alright.”

“Cool. Alright, then I’ll talk to you later.”

“Yeah. Later.”

I pushed “End” on my phone and drew in a shaky breath. The emotional affair we’d been having had just turned physical and neither one of us felt guilty. Wasn’t this just more evidence that God had orchestrated this relationship? I pondered for a moment and decided, yes. After all, God puts people in our paths for a reason, and He very well knew this was going to happen. Why would God put this guy in my life if he knew it would lead to an affair? There’s a reason this was happening and it must be okay because God’s in charge here.

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